Would you consider this verbal abuse?
Thursday, June 11th, 2009
AlexAsphyxia<3 asked:
my mom is constantly putting me down, and making me feel like sh it for everything i do. If i do something wrong, or miss something, she sits there and says stuff like “god you’re such a f uck up” or “i wish i never had you, i deserve better than this” “you can do anything right” “if you werent around everyhting would be ok and maybe your dad would have stayed with me if you werent born” [she was effin 37 when she had me, and he elft when i was 3 because he was a drug addict!] and she sits on the phone with my sister or grandma and bi tches about me and says stuff like ’shes such a fat ugly slob, i cant stand her, i need to do something, shes ruining my life” and she makes sure i hear it, cuz she only says it when i’m near her. she takes everything out on me because she’s a single mom. I’m so sick of her making me feel like crap, she thinks it doesn’t hurt me at all and it does…she makes me feel like i shouldnt be around and i’m just a waste of space. last summer i tried to commit suicide over 3 times.but i’ve been thinking about it alot again. this isnt some stupid attention seeking thing…i really feel this way….i got better for a while, i was a cutter, and my mom tells everyone that i use it agaisnt her and that she can’t do anything because i’d cut mysself for every little thing, which wasnt true, i’d only do it when i’d get so mad i couldnt take it. i can’t say what i want to say to her because i’d probobly get sent if i did… .idk what to do anymore…help…
No, i’m not good at talking to other adults….i can’t even talkt to my teachers. Only my friends, and they already know she’s psychotic. they all hate her too just because of what she does. my mom has threatened to kick me out so i can “go live with someone else so they can deal with my sh!t” and my best friend offered to take me in because her mom loves me, but if my mom turns her in she’ll get charged with taking in a run away, even if my mom kicked me out.
Steve
my mom is constantly putting me down, and making me feel like sh it for everything i do. If i do something wrong, or miss something, she sits there and says stuff like “god you’re such a f uck up” or “i wish i never had you, i deserve better than this” “you can do anything right” “if you werent around everyhting would be ok and maybe your dad would have stayed with me if you werent born” [she was effin 37 when she had me, and he elft when i was 3 because he was a drug addict!] and she sits on the phone with my sister or grandma and bi tches about me and says stuff like ’shes such a fat ugly slob, i cant stand her, i need to do something, shes ruining my life” and she makes sure i hear it, cuz she only says it when i’m near her. she takes everything out on me because she’s a single mom. I’m so sick of her making me feel like crap, she thinks it doesn’t hurt me at all and it does…she makes me feel like i shouldnt be around and i’m just a waste of space. last summer i tried to commit suicide over 3 times.but i’ve been thinking about it alot again. this isnt some stupid attention seeking thing…i really feel this way….i got better for a while, i was a cutter, and my mom tells everyone that i use it agaisnt her and that she can’t do anything because i’d cut mysself for every little thing, which wasnt true, i’d only do it when i’d get so mad i couldnt take it. i can’t say what i want to say to her because i’d probobly get sent if i did… .idk what to do anymore…help…
No, i’m not good at talking to other adults….i can’t even talkt to my teachers. Only my friends, and they already know she’s psychotic. they all hate her too just because of what she does. my mom has threatened to kick me out so i can “go live with someone else so they can deal with my sh!t” and my best friend offered to take me in because her mom loves me, but if my mom turns her in she’ll get charged with taking in a run away, even if my mom kicked me out.
Steve
